Oh, Man… We're Really in it Now…!

Okay school's over. Everyone go home.
University was awful. Like, I think that was one of the worst years of my goddamn life and that's saying something, considering COVID and all that.
The days were too slow and the weeks were too fast. It felt like I spent every second of my time glued to Canvas assignments and homework programs that cost me $80 or over. The constant dread about school fees and getting so demoralized by the Dining Hall food that I just began to go out to eat every day. My math teacher who was probably one bad day away from calling his class the R-slur. My shitty awful terrible no-good convenience store job where someone cleaned her pussy with a workplace water fountain and wiped it after she was done in broad daylight… My grades are dogshit despite trying so damn hard to study all of the time. I can't even tell if I'm upset or exhausted or confused or enraged or apathetic. The only thing I can think of is, "Well, I hope I do better next time." I didn't fail any classes though. Hooray.
I'm just glad it's over, I guess. I don't think I could handle any more of that. Maybe I should ask someone about accommodations if I ever get to attend university again, because it felt my brain was being crushed by a hydraulic press for a solid 75% of my time there.

Oh, I got a perfect score on my English assignment, by the way, which is amazing because I wrote a two-thousand word research essay in one day and if I was gonna start screaming if I didn't get an A. This means I got a solid 100% grade in English though. Awesome-sauce.
I just wrote a traditional paper instead of utilizing this site because, well… Aforementioned juicy personal junk I'd rather not expose to the public. I can show a bit of it though. Open the images in new tabs if you'd like to read them.

Anyway, break seems… eh… I'm gonna celebrate my birthday, see some old faces, hit up the local arcades, find a job, play some games (a LOT of games), read some books… I was also planning on buying a New 3DS to mod because… I dunno. 3DS emulation is fine, but it feels like I'm not getting the full experience by playing those games on a PC. It's probably the only console I'll ever buy because those bitches are EXPENSIVE. GODDAMN.
I just want to play a bunch of games and read a bunch of books more than anything. Mostly older ones, but I'll go through the rotting games in my Steam backlog, too, maybe. I have… So, so many games I need to play. I'm currently working through Super Mario 64, The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time, and Turok: Dinosaur Hunter… not going well because what the fuck are the camera controls on the N64. Hello?? Turok specifically makes me want to bite my controller. I dunno. Guess I'm going through an N64 craze right now.
I was also thinking of playing some random PS1 games, but hm… Don't know what I'd play specifically, since I'm already watching Vinny Vinesauce play Parasite Eve… I'll probably try finishing Final Fantasy VII at long last.
Oh, and I'll work on site updates again, finally…

Anyway, I'm sleepy and want to nap. Buh-bye.